it's been how many weeks now since i posted an entry in this blog... whew.. good thing i am able to spare a little time for it today...
nothing unusual has happened to me lately... like i only go to school just for me to be in school... and everything else feels like black and white... it seems that dont have concrete reasons in doing what i have to do since classes resumed last sem break. although i really loved the rejuvinating results of "hybernation" that i had, still, the sudden change gave me a shock, and i wasnt ready for it. however, as time passes, i continued to be someone far from being me.. crap...
i'm not the usual JL that i knew before... so much has changed but i'm not really sure whether i should continue to develop or just stop...
not only that i have that kind of dilemma... i've been confused with a lot of things right now... confused with trust... confused with decision making, confused with acceptance, and confused with everything... i'm loaded with too much mental stress.. and i'm having a hard time to cope with my studies... hope i can sort things out so that i'll be able to do what i needed to do.. :(
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aww anu naman ang nangyayari sau??bket ka naco2nfuse???what happened ba? pra sa akin hindi ka naman nagbago..your still the JL I once knew...
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