Saturday, November 18, 2006

dont make fun of me>

oh my... i'm going back to my alter self again.. (the sad, unsatisfied bitch who is always wanting for something better than what others have)... and this is not a good thing. i cant imagine myself being a loser once again living a life of hell worse than anything else! i cant afford to be someone like that again.. so much obligations to take care of and i dont have time to deal some problems with myself! i hate it, why should it come in such a bad timing? ... why do i really think that people are trying to make fun of me.. make a fool out of me.. ridicule me... and the more i try to uphold myself the more slip off... and fall... please stop it! i cant bear it all...