Tuesday, October 31, 2006

it's hallow's eve!!>

first, i happy halloween to all the people reading this entry.. !! hahaha i hope you guys are having fun..!!


anyway, moving on to my entry, its all about last night, one dreadful night... i cant put myself to sleep for i've been thinking about my relationship with people.. i mean like ive been asking myself, do i deserve you guys to be my friend? and questions related to that matter. i was so confused and a little stressed but i guess i am still full of energy.. cuz the whole day, i was just playing ps2, if not, i am surfing in the net ... such an interesting life i must say..!! haha.. so instead of lying in the bed, i played my favorite music... but then, it had no difference cuz boredom seemed to have taken me badly... so i sent a groupmessage to my friends... actually, it was a quotation that i got from sinon.. anyway.. i recieved reply from a former bet... i was feeling really happy and all... but then when he answered the question what he was doing, i was shocked... shocked!!... *err... its not something nasty if that's what you are thinking...* i found something out !! i am not depressed about what happened.. i am just surprised! (eerrr..okay... i am a LITTLE depressed). you might ask why do i react for something not worth it..,.. well,, cuz i'm a loser... i admit it.. and here's the thing, i even doubt people i trust.. i feel like they would do something against me.. sorry guys!:'(