Tuesday, October 03, 2006

C H A D...DONE....>

it's been two days now... and i'm still trying to cope with reality. its over... i have to get over him..


why am i still expecting to recieve his text messages??

why am i still expecting him to call me?

why am i still hoping that we can fix the relationship?

why did i feel like i've been so incomplete now that he's out of my life?

why am i asking myself these stupid questions? haha!!... dang... honestly, i was so disappointed with chain of unfortunate events happening to me.. "depressed" if you want to call it, but its all falling to one thing.... i am so incomplete! its a struggle even if i know that i cannot have him back.... pointless it may seem but i have no choice, i want him badly... help me get through this mess!...