Monday, September 11, 2006

no!>

i can feel it.. the tension building up within the class... since the day our grades were announced, everything has changed. people were trying to show what they're really made of. from recitations to activities... its like a big competition staritng.. i had no choice but to work harder. sometimes i think i cant handle this anymore because of all the stress and pressure from a lot of factors. however, i have to survive and of course break through this without cheating. i should stick to my principles and i hope i will.



i was so stupid letting one of my biggest opportunities to pass! instead of going home with him, i had to practice for the auditions which were actually cancelled. my sacrifice were useless!! shucks!! i was so close in going home with him and interact with him but no!! everything fell into pieces and i was left with nothing but regret?!!!