insecurity is the newest trend in our batch right now. its so damn wrong to feel that way, yet, a lot of us seems to unconciously become like one, especially the latest issue regarding the SJC sabotage that happened last year. (the witness we were waiting for has finally joined us.) basically, it starts from being competitive that you dont recognize friendship anymore. then, when things started to go wrong and the flow goes against you, it would bring up questions like why didnt i get what i wanted... i should have been in his/her place right?, and there comes insecurity. we may not be able to realize that we are insecured, or sometimes, we cant accept the fact that we are. we deny this feeling because we know that it is insulting that someone like him or someone like that would beat you at something you dont expect. (maybe you just think highly of yourself to much.) and you will be pretentious, making yourself believe that your not insecured. honestly, i easily get insecured with people i think that doesnt deserve what they have achieved. especially when they just use other people for the sake of putting onesself to the top... but thats what the initial reaction, thinking its unfair. (though i'm not saying that being insecured is right when the reason is right.) i just hope i could change my bad personality...
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Tsktsk!! muntikan na tayo mayari hahaha..
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Anonymous, at 11:44 PM GMT+8
well ganun tlaga may mga ganung tao katulad n lng si "green eyed monster" na isa plang pakitang tao at "life-destroyer" you know what i mean...basta kailangan n lng natin mag-ingat at paghandaan ang kanyang next move....i smell something..fishy..ang lansa!!! bka nga sa b-day may mlaking pasabog na gagawin i won't let that happen and ruin my day..."you'll never make it" un ang sasabihin k sa kanya..
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Anonymous, at 11:06 AM GMT+8
god, i know what you mean. >=(
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Anonymous, at 9:29 PM GMT+8
haha..kilala ko ung impactang yon! haha.beh!
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Anonymous, at 1:40 PM GMT+8
korek ka jan!!.. :D sana mawala na cia sa claret!!... X-(
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jL son, at 2:16 PM GMT+8
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