Wednesday, July 19, 2006

SOS>

i dont want to think about anything right now. I've had a lot of breath-taking situations today and i believe this is too much for me to handle. Goodness, concealing myself frowning towards the "flirtatious actions" done in front of me, is absolutely dismantling. right now, i'm considering all these as a consolation for having this feeling. what can i do, i'm just someone whom he thinks as a creep to be ignored. hah! confessions of a big loser. i want to be more rational with my life. then again, there's no progress with the way i decide on things and i get to hurt myself in the end. it's like i tolerate others from hurting me. dang!... is it like that? or its just me pretending that it's other people's fault and not mine?... SOS!!