some people say its better to be simple rather than having a complicated life. but i have a different insight... an opposite insight. why do people wanted to stick with mediocrity? i think thats the lamest thing to say for us people. There are a lot of good things and opportunities in life which we often encounter, and we should grab each and every one of it, make hay while the sun shines!. but no!... people just pass by these chances and continue with simplicity... there are more things beyond your world.... there are more things besides you... and i mean a lot. its such a disgrace being one.. trying to avoid the best chances in life that i got to regret what i did. when i was in 1st year, i was planning to join CBS. i felt like i'd like to serve my school.. and partly, i wanted to be popular and all.. hehe.. but then again, i said no cuz i have 3 more years to run for a position. now that i'm an incoming senior who's about to leave claret without creating a good name for myself, i started to realize how dumb i was giving it up.. why? i'm damn scared!!... scared with ridicules! scared to make mistakes.!! now, i'm having the same problems with debate society. everyone has been better than me. like miles better that me... and with that, i cant decide if i should stay or leave debate... i know i'm gonna regret this in the future but the idea of having people better than you is one thing that pulls me to oblivion... bwarrsh!!
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